I wanna be gone

An attempt at a poem without hope. It has a lot of negativity, sorry if I let anyone down.

The poem is inspired from the picture below. Thanks Sakshi Sharma for the pic.

Don't wanna see the sun, what's coming up, what's going on

I just don't wanna know

Just wanna close my eyes, and realise that in this world,

I am all alone.

And now, I can't feel a thing, can't see a thing,

can't keep a smile on my face.

All I have is my prayers and my faith,

but I have nothing to thank or say grace.

I wanna be gone,

I just don't want this pain anymore.

I wanna lie down,

I don't wanna see a day anymore.

I just wanna go, I just wana fade,

and become nothing,

don't wanna live anymore.

Can't say that I lived a life, and had a smile, and had some fun

I just didn't have it all.

Don't have any memories, just nightmares, in my mind.

I don't wanna re-call.

And I never had no food, and nothing good,

no water to quench all my thirst.

All I got, was dry tears, life of fears,

And whole of my life was a curse.

I wanna be gone,

I just don't want this pain anymore.

I wanna lie down,

I don't wanna see a day anymore.

I just wanna go, I just wana fade,

and become nothing,

don't wanna live anymore.