I wish...

I wish I could fly,

with the wings of freedom,

I wish I could be fun,

Away from this boredom.

I wish I could be fun,

and not this nerd,

I wish I could be a free bird.

I wish to feel proud,

not the usual shame.

I wish to be responsible,

no longer the blame.

I wish to be friend,

Not the clown anymore,

and for once I wish I wouldn't pour.

I wish I was happy,

Not a pond of tears.

I wish I was strong,

facing my fears.

I wish I wasn't here,

I wish I wasn't born,

For I wouldn't have this life to mourne.